measurement of love

Ya, I'm foolish.I always thought that if i treating good to others they will treat me back too.
Ha, now I only know that's no such things called sincere in this reality world anymore.
my feeling now is the bad feelings that I havent been before and there's no reason or something happened.
Damn hate this feeling now.
I have been stopped myself to throw back all the memories and moments of u over and over.
Your appearance,warmest smile,small body size or even though your charming eyes too are turn around my brain again and again.
I know I have to change the habit of easy believing people. But habit is habit cant change anymore no matter how hard is you to delete those people,relationship,memories or the hurt that giving by someone you love, but just cant.do you know do you understand


There are always someone appreciate me but I just only let my sight put on those someone not bother me
I have to be mature now started to blaming myself how bad am i
opportunity besides with them are so small so i have to be more loving them as deep as i can.
forget you is too hard to me but i know i will not forget you and just let time to forget
still love you now.

我以為你會陪著我到老

很聰明的你每次這麼小的洞都可以轉進來

你離開的第一天，愚人節

好多好多的你的蹤影就這樣消失

照片只拍九張你就這樣走掉

鞋子你喜歡咬我會叫媽媽把以前破爛的鞋拿出來任你咬

就只是要你醒來 活過來好嗎

是我的錯我不該每次罵你轉進來然後抱你出去

是我的錯我不應該只拍九張照片然後還想等你長大後在拍多多照片這種懶散

是我的錯我不應該不珍惜你在的時間

真的沒有想過你會那麼快走掉

連接受的時間都沒有你讓我怎麼活

我好想你你回來好不好好嗎

在朋友面前都要笑得比布偶還假的笑容

沒辦法讓擔心我的他們為了我不知所措

你在的時候

就算在學校在店裡在補習我都會覺得你在角落睡著了或是靜靜的看著我

哪裡都是你的蹤影

每次一回家第一件事就是問你的飯在哪裡怕你餓壞

每次看你頑皮去滾泥沙之後都會抽空幫你洗澡的情景我還歷歷在目

好痛苦怎麼辦原來失去你是那麼痛苦

我還經常妄想你長大後會不會懂事一點

還常常向朋友炫耀你多聰明你多可愛

大哭一場你就會回來了對嗎