measurement of love

Ya, I'm foolish.I always thought that if i treating good to others they will treat me back too.
Ha, now I only know that's no such things called sincere in this reality world anymore.
my feeling now is the bad feelings that I havent been before and there's no reason or something happened.
Damn hate this feeling now.
I have been stopped myself to throw back all the memories and moments of u over and over.
Your appearance,warmest smile,small body size or even though your charming eyes too are turn around my brain again and again.
I know I have to change the habit of easy believing people. But habit is habit cant change anymore no matter how hard is you to delete those people,relationship,memories or the hurt that giving by someone you love, but just cant.do you know do you understand


There are always someone appreciate me but I just only let my sight put on those someone not bother me
I have to be mature now started to blaming myself how bad am i
opportunity besides with them are so small so i have to be more loving them as deep as i can.
forget you is too hard to me but i know i will not forget you and just let time to forget
still love you now.